What I feel...

Lately I've been feeling something. I'm not really sure what. It could be anger, or frustration, but as far as I can tell, it's just me being stupid. I find some of the dumbest, or cliche, or saddest (in the sense of "that's just sad", or sweetest things. I have a terribly strong sense of want for romance, but no romance seems to want me. I keep reading stories and watching movies with incredible romance and LOVE. Now I'm not talking about the chick flick kinda romance. I'm talking about the only kind of romance that God the creator created for us to find and utilize. So that we can make the other person feel like they are the most special person in the world. But alas, I am not meant to enjoy this early in life. I do not believe in fate, but I believe that there is someone out there for me. By definition fate is the inevitable outcome of things to come. It is inevitable that God created the world. I'm not saying that there was no way out of creating human beings, but God wanted creatures that would love. Love him, love each other, love because they wanted to love, not because they had to. I know I will find that love, and that is fate. Fate, destiny, an inevitable outcome of human beings that were created for one purpose, to find love.